Tuesday, 26 February 2008

Well it didn't work.....

I am still undecided! I did try, got myself going one direction, then something happened and I changed my mind to go another direction...then changed again...! So I am still stuck with no idea. Ok, I have some ideas, but they don't match, so it's a case of pick one or the other, and I am struggling with them........

Do I stay, or do I go?
Benefits of staying v's benefits of going....?
Why is it all so hard? Why did he do it? Why has it got so bad and out of control?
To many 'Why's'......

Grandma is still hanging on in there, bless her. My family is moving house, another dilemma! They rent ours at the mo, but that can't go on with the situation as it is... more hassle :(

Sometimes I wish I could just curl up in a ball and sleep my life away....

Not very good or decisive but there you have it!

Weigh-in tomorrow night, and after putting on 1/2 lb last week I am hoping to have lost this week, though it is doubtful after going out for tapas on Sunday! Pigging out to try and ease the indecision's isn't helping either!

Oh well, here's to more thinking and deliberating and procrastinating......

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