Feeling a bit numb/blue/exhausted at the mo. Seem to want to just sleep, do nothing, dream.
Mum is hopefully going to divorce. He is such a selfish bastard. Told my sister he doesn't love her, hasn't for a long time, but is with her to get her income support benefit! He has been on a 'date' last weekend, told her all about it, they had a kiss and cuddle but nothing more...she is lesbian!!! HAHA! How twisted is life!
My sister is getting more and more down, going to see the doc about help. About time, I say, though she missed an appointment just over a week ago. Silly girl! Hope she goes and gets her head sorted! She said it is no wonder we are so messed up as kids with the parents we have, a mother who put her husband first even before us, so that they would have something when we all flew the nest, only to be left the way she is, with half her kids resenting her...pretty sad really.
My other sister is moving into the top flat with her partner...hurrah! We will have some money coming in at last! She is doing well, losing weight, sorting out her diabetes so they can have a baby...just wish she would wait until she was totally sorted and in the 'right place' before they tried and failed and end up miserable every month...
Well, off to make my tea...though I just want to curl up and go to sleep! My diet is going down the pan, put on half a stone this past month...just the way I am at the mo...need to get back on track...but can't seem to....
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