Unmentionables

The unmentionable disease has kicked in again, feel crap, and depressed. Wondering if it is all worth it again :(

Lied in bed most of the day, except to get up and make everybody lunch, surfed the web a bit, watched tv a bit, and slept. Got to thinking about all the 'unmentionable' things I don't put down here, and wondering why not?

Why can't I say it, herpes...there. I did. I have only ever been with one man, and still got an sti, how crap is that?!
My dad prefers to mess about with men, another unmentionable, or did I already say that? And how he said he had got my hubby off in a park loo before we met? How sick is that! No wonder I don't want anything to do with him!
I was raped. Another unmentionable. Just over a year ago now. Seems time doesn't always heal as I have been thinking more about it these last few months, though cutting it off before really going into it too deep.

There, my unmentionables are now out in the open....