My sister is going to see her midwife for the first time today, and has asked me to go with her. She is about 11 and a half weeks, hasn't had any real problems, the odd feeling sick on an evening and boob tenderness, and she has never had any problems with conception, pregnancy or birth...yet I have this awful fear that something is wrong....
Maybe this is due to my troubles with the whole conception, pregnancy and birth. Who knows? Anyway, I am just waiting for the 1st scan as if it was me waiting to find out if my baby is ok, and hope that my fears are just my minds way of coping with how I feel about the whole pregnancy/birth trauma.
I had an interesting talk with my brother this week about what we remeber from childhood...and it seems I remember very little! I seem to have memories but only the ones from pictures I have seen and wonder if it is a memory or just the photo I remember, if you know what I mean! I do remeber some things and may blog them down so that I don't forget, and maybe that way it will show me I remeber more than I think!
For now, I have to get ready to go with my sister, so it will have to wait....
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