It's a small world....

Well, my sister is doing fine, just waiting for her scan now...wish it would hurry up to put our minds at rest.

As for me, I couldn't help myself and had to ask if she (midwife) had heard about the case in December of the GA Awareness....she was in the operating room handing out the instruments!!! She asked how I was and what had happened, what I remembered until etc. I explained that the hospital had apologised...'what have they said went wrong and apologised for?'....I don't know. 'Just that it had happened and that unfortunately it does.' Her eyes rolled, and a little tut escaped. I said there had supposedly been meetings to discuss the case and how to prevent it in the future....'funny I never got invited'. this time I rolled my eyes. So it goes I suppose. She asked how I was doing, said I was taking medication and getting through it, a lot better than I was before. As we left she gave me a comforting pat on the shoulder and smiled.

I have started going over what happened again when I have a shower in the morning...I suppose it is better than when I am trying to sleep. Then I tell myself I can't change what happened so why re-live it? I just end up having a bad day with re-occurring thoughts, and it isn't worth it and I won't let it get me down again...not that I am 100% yet, but being 60% is better than 1% or less...

So, today I am going for some retail therapy, thanks to my payout. Forget the housework, shops, here I come!