Yes, that's it, it's the time I seem to go into melt down, sick of it all and everybody! All because of a period! I wish men could go through it just once to see what it is like...just once! Argh!
Really can't be bothered. I was going to make an appointment to see the doc about going down in strength on my meds, then this rolls around and I think I need an increase not decrease!!!
And now I am welling up in tears! What is going on! Hubby just called, asked what was wrong 'are you depressed?', so I say it's nothing, time of the month, and he goes oh, you've got this and that so why are you depressed...bla-de-bla....really, just please let them go thorough it once, just once is all I ask.....!!
I just want to hide away. But I can't, life goes on, jobs need doing, sitting here doesn't help things, when I have 101 jobs to do....
But I have no motivation to go do them. Today, all I have done, is get up, showered, dressed me and my little one, checked my emails, made lunch, eaten, taken mum out to a friends, picked my son up from school, popped into the shop to get kids ice cream, dropped mum home, came home, cleaned out the rabbit hutch (did I say we now have a rabbit thanks to mum?!) contemplated doing the ironing, and emptying the dishwasher but leaving it, then came here to look up places to stay for my sister when she comes down to visit next month....and I have now got to go sort out the kids tea, and then help my son with reading....not much at all, really. Sort out some tea for us and bath the kids before getting them to bed, hopefully at a decent hour tonight, not 1am like last night!
I can feel a migraine coming on too....joy ......
Thursday 7 May 2009
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